Tonight the kids and I dropped Bryan off at the airport, and I cried all the way home. Not because I felt overwhelmed at facing another week alone with the kids, but because I. love. Him. His smell, his humor, the way he looks in those cargo pantsâ€¦ I am missing him. Who knew that I would feel such aching desire just two months after feeling like this? I really thought it couldnâ€™t happen, but it did.