I should TOTALLY be doing something else right now.

At this moment I am the walking definition of insanity. I have wasted an entire nap trying over and over again to restart my Quicken program, knowing that it’s not going to work. It is fucked. I did something to it, and now I can’t access it. But instead of saying, “Gee, that’s a bummer. I should probably move on to something else, now, and let Bryan fix it when he gets home.” I am so worked up into a fit of anger than I’m nearly ready to throw this laptop out the window.

I can’t seem to let go of my need to be in control of this situation. I have many things on my list I could be doing, but today I wanted to do THIS. The fact that I can’t do THIS is not stopping me from losing my mind in an attempt to still try to do THIS.

And now I’m so tired from the exhaustion of trying to control my universe, that I may just go take a nap and start over tomorrow.

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