Before I poured my coffee, before I served up the Life Cereal, before I even went PEE for cryinâ€™ out loud, Ruthie threw the mother of all fits that lasted, oh, about 45 minutes. It all happened over something I asked her to do â€“ something that, after the first 15 minutes of her writhing on the floor I wondered if my request was even worth this much drama, but by then there was no turning back. You canâ€™t cave in to a three year old just because sheâ€™s throwing a fit because then you might as well hand over the check book and the car keys now.
Amazingly, I kept my cool. I kept my cool even without caffeine and Zoloft in my system. I kept my cool even though it was Ruthie who woke me up at 6:30 by poking her finger in my cheek telling me she wanted breakfast. I kept my cool despite this being the WORST start I could ever imagine to a very busy day.
When Ruthie was finally able to concede that she did not have a â€œhappy heartâ€ (donâ€™t laugh, I have a hard enough time speaking Toddler without you mocking me), she confessed her sin to me and apologized for throwing a fit. Then, we prayed together to Jesus. Repeating after me, she confessed her sin of disobeying mama, then asked Jesus to forgive her. And then? She was the sweetest thing ever and wanted nothing but to snuggle.
Being a parent is EXHAUSTING.