http://www.thispile.com/archives/lovely-words One Woman, Many Piles, Much Grace. Mon, 01 Dec 2008 18:51:08 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.3 http://www.thispile.com/archives/lovely-words#comment-134 wickedweaving » Green Eyed Monster Tue, 04 Apr 2006 22:16:47 +0000 http://www.thispile.com/?p=215#comment-134 [...] I am a jealous person.  I operate under the belief that if I could just have ____, then my lot in life would be different - better.  So, a few weeks ago when I read this, the green eyed monster reared its ugly head again.  I thought, “If I could just have a husband that wrote poetry for me, I would be happier.” I spent so many years believing that love had to look a certain way - the same way for everyone - and thinking that if I wasn’t being loved in just that way, I was missing out.  [...] [...] I am a jealous person.  I operate under the belief that if I could just have ____, then my lot in life would be different - better.  So, a few weeks ago when I read this, the green eyed monster reared its ugly head again.  I thought, “If I could just have a husband that wrote poetry for me, I would be happier.” I spent so many years believing that love had to look a certain way - the same way for everyone - and thinking that if I wasn’t being loved in just that way, I was missing out.  [...]

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